Wednesday, August 16, 2006
When I sit here thinking of why I am working and what I must do to fill my life, the answer is not so clear. To think I always am so adamant to make my live a success but what is that? To each person it is something different, we have been programmed since we where babies to be an success. Have money I ask? A Family? Maybe a big house, pool?
I dont know, I spoke to a friend last night and he made me wonder what I'm suppose to do. I am a person that likes art, loves writing but I will sit in this job that keeps me nailed to a computer screen. I think I might be to adaptable and then I get comfort in my surrounding and forget that I swore to never be boring an predictable. What did I do: became boring and routine made me predictable.
(Luckily I am a bit crazy and I can amuse myself and others by just being different.) But now how does one get out off this slump? I need to think about this allot to get the answer. Sell all my possessions and get 2 goats and go stay in the Kalahari......wont that be grand!!!!
Well As I ponder this, I bid all a good day.