Many a time

Many a time
you stand me by,
face my fears.
Dread my tears.

Many a time,
I pray your love.
I lust the night,
forget my light.

Many a time,
it slips my mind.
you know me not.
I fear the day.

Many a time,
it's too late.
To find my way.
Even if I do pray.

Very Merry

Have a great festive season to all my friends here.  Hope that the new year will only bring joy and love to you all.

Thanks for all the comments through 2011.

Love and HUGZ,
Me

Noise

Google images

Sometimes
everyone talks.
when there is nothing to say,
I will not listen
even if you call my name.

Be silent,
I hate the sound,
as your voice crackles,
through words.
Breaking the noise,
in this soundless state
of mind.

Be silent,
Be still.

16 days of activism against woman and child abuse - Are you breathing?

Can you hear me,
scream down the walls,
of lust and hate.
That binds me to you.
Beat my brains in.
Burn my skin off.
Rape my soul,
until nothing is left,
to share with the world.

falling between,
doors in rooms.
Endless fear,
punch me down.
gasping for air,
a fish out of water.
no bird in the sky.

Are you breathing?
Is she really dead?
realize again,
you do not deserve
scars on your bones,
or blood on your soul.


# SPEAK OUT.  16 days of activism against woman and child abuse.
If you know of abuse and not speak out, you too are guilty too.

lost the way

Deviant art

tension in streaks,

across the sky.

break the noise,

through silent eyes.

I am the one,

who knew the way.

Who lost the day.

had nothing to pay.

Slow my dismay,

if only; 

I could pray.

mercy could,

show the way.